I walked up the creaking wooden stairs, smelling the increasingly strong incense wafting in from his office. My heart raced, it had been so long, I wasn't quite sure what to expect when I saw him. I stepped into the open doorway. There he was, scribbling something on yellowed paper, a blue robe wrapped around him. I knew he heard the footsteps but he didn't look up immediately. "Things must be pretty bad for you to come all the way here." Deliberately, he set the pen down. He looked up and his green eyes flashed over my face, sending a warm embrace. He wasn't known for being friendly, so this was a surprise. I suppose he is partial to me, I am the one who breathed life into him in the first place. Idan Carre was first reported to be living on the meta steppes about 23 years ago, but that was just the first documented encounter with him. He was just a teenage boy at the time, so he is probably in his thirties. He has had several adventures since, but his passion has always been the
"How many of us were like that, gosh, I don't know..." Gerry leaned back in her chair and looked up at the ceiling, hands clasped behind the head of curly red hair. "Probably all of us, at least a little. It was the culture." Gerry worked for Debbie, MK's wife, in the underground. I'd been trying to piece MK and Debbie's story together in the aftermath of most of the major events that had unfolded on this planet, which for reasons pertaining to it's confused "ownership" we will just call #546, only because it's the 546th planet I have written about. Up to this point I'd been a fully objective, rational reporter of events. I always got both sides of the story (or all five, ten, one hundred, however many sides there were), and my peers regarded me as one of the most trustworthy figures for good references on the big picture of conflicts taking place on our neighboring planets. I never let my personal life influence what I wrote about. I didn't work for me, I worked for the people.
I walked up the creaking wooden stairs, smelling the increasingly strong incense wafting in from his office. My heart raced, it had been so long, I wasn't quite sure what to expect when I saw him. I stepped into the open doorway. There he was, scribbling something on yellowed paper, a blue robe wrapped around him. I knew he heard the footsteps but he didn't look up immediately. "Things must be pretty bad for you to come all the way here." Deliberately, he set the pen down. He looked up and his green eyes flashed over my face, sending a warm embrace. He wasn't known for being friendly, so this was a surprise. I suppose he is partial to me, I am the one who breathed life into him in the first place. Idan Carre was first reported to be living on the meta steppes about 23 years ago, but that was just the first documented encounter with him. He was just a teenage boy at the time, so he is probably in his thirties. He has had several adventures since, but his passion has always been the
How real can our thoughts become? How far into our own minds can we recede? If I’m sitting at a café typing this and I look up and see a delightful young man grinning down at me confidently, does it actually happen? “What are you writing?” He smiles wider, leaning forward over the computer. I’m startled. I shake my head like I’m trying to wake up from a dream and to push away the hot air from my face from the embarrassment. “I’m sorry, do I know you?” “Do you? Who do I look like?” He looks at me expectantly. I’m trying to remember. Something about the way I write causes me to think of Ayn Rand characters. All of them are these perfect blonde white people, all glittering and gruesomely ‘rational’. “You look like what I picture John Galt would look like.” I’m not particularly proud of that, and he knows it. “Ah well, I guess I’ll be ol’ John-boy today.” He invites himself to sit across from me and the nameless nondescript waitress drops two cups of coffee in front of us. I have a
He's back to sleeping very little,
I'm back to sleeping all the time.
He must know what's going on
but doesn't bother to change the rhythm.
Coffee is drank at any time of the day with no net effect.
It's seven o'clock in the evening. I ask myself, "Is that too early to throw the towel in and just skip to tomorrow?"
Sleep is like one of life's menu options where you can just skip to the end of the day if you see no need to continue frittering away the afternoon.
On the other hand, my friend needs a reverse mechanism where sleeping allows him to restart the game completely,
to regain the days he needs just to make some small headway o
It's very dark out, but I know it's morning from the clock on the shelf. Most people would still be asleep, I could probably walk around in the halls if I wanted to. I'm a bit hesitant considering the security cameras though. It's easy for me to do what I want but if it looks like I'm getting too many ideas about my freedom I could be back in re-training for months.
The very thought of "re-training" fills me with rage. Thoughts of my "re-trained" brother with his eyes stabbed out and bleeding, screaming out in terror is more than I can bear to think about. The poor boy was going through hell because he tried to sing a song in the cafeteria.